Wonders of the fragile human mind

I know that I am a difficult and contradictory person. Even for myself.

I take my work seriously and take pride from what I am able to contribute. I have had my fair share of recognition too. But if someone as much as hints something negative of my contribution I do get the feeling of being scolded. No matter if I know that the comment was meant as a humorous one.

That just happened to me (again) and even though I am trying to convince myself that it was a joke, I feel bad. I feel like I am not performing well enough. That I do not meet the expectations. That I am no good.

I know my feelings in this case are wrong, but...

I want to cry.

Music for a weary day

Rune - Calabria

There is also a version for weary eye:

☆ Alex Gaudino - Destination Calabria (HQ Download!) ☆

ScribeFire

One of the biggest issues for my blogging has been the effort to do so. With ScribeFire this no longer is an issue. With a simple press of F8 I get a editing window for my blog and off I go. Simply genius...

ScribeFire has some nifty features too to easily share the things found on the web in your blog (for example). Never has blogging been this easy for me. Hopefully I am able to get the thing back on the roll again.